Thursday, May 29, 2014

Guard Flowers

"Guard Flowers"
Written by Reggie Deputy 

Pink, white, yellow, purple, and green.
Memories of my most cherished moments out to be seen.
I gaze up upon them fondly and proudly.
Remembering the young girl who wanted them so badly.
Each flower representing all the sweat, tears, and stubbed fingers.
Their petals counting how many times we felt like winners. 
Our small collection of bouquets together make the garden we all share.
Our bond that was forever strong and nothing could make it tear.
Pink, white, yellow, purple, and green.
The colors of my joy out to be seen. 

I wrote this poem on August 5th, 2012, at ten in the evening. By the way, I don't have that great of a memory. I made a note of it at the end of the page. I thought about it, and remembering how proud I was of it I decided to share it. 

I'm sure many of you already know that I did winterguard/colorguard from eighth grade and all through high school. It was the best thing about high school for me. Period. It made me confident, taught me the value of hard work, allowed me to be strong yet beautiful, it expressed my artistic side, and I had something to look forward to each day. 

At the end of each season, my instructor always had a little bouquet of fake flowers for each of us. They were always the color of either our costumes or our flags for that show. I still have every flower I've ever gotten (fun fact: For my sophomore colorguard show, we got wooden yellow roses with our bouquets. So cool! ) I look at them fondly from time to time just taking in what they represent and the stories I'll have to tell my young 'uns. 

I hope you enjoyed it! 

Tuesday, May 6, 2014

Ready for more poetry?

I wanted to write another poem, but I was having such a hard time. Then Brian said to write something that was going on in my life right now, and then words turned into sentences that soon turned into this poem. I'm excited to share part of my journey here in Arkansas, but I also regret not being talented enough to put more understanding verses. You'll see plenty of places where the meaning is vague. This journey as been complicated and hard for me to wrap my head around. It is already frustrating trying to solve a raging battle within  yourself let alone putting it into words. I hope you enjoy reading anyway. 

A Journey God Inspired 
By Yours Truly 

I never dreamed this was where I'd be.
Away from familiar faces, friends, and family.
I had my own ideas of what my life out to consist of,
But never would they compare to God's plan, one full of love.
I used to fantasize about a place where You and I would grow close.
You sent me to a flat place where ice storms reign, flash floods rush, and the tornado blows.
I had to start over without my usual comforts and securities
Clinging only to my Bible and the man you gave me to the best of my abilities.
Much was my confusion and many were my tears,
But all I could do was trust and hand You all my fears.
My spirit was dead and anguished
Until all at once You opened my eyes, heart, and soul that were dry and famished.
I remembered my prayers to get away and learn how to live with abandon.
How to get by with only You as my provider, teacher, and companion.
I never thought Id face these trials of marriage so soon and so quick to say, "I'm done",
But You gave me wisdom and helped me to overcome.
You fitted me into a church that as helped me grow,
And to people I could run to when my spiritual level was on low.
And as much as I'd like to see all my loved ones and the mountains that are deeply engraved in memory,
I'd rather stay put and see all the plans You've made for me.

I'm literally blushing as I prepare myself to post this. I know you guys would never make fun of me, but it's still embarrassing to put your feelings out there for everyone to see. This is how moving on with your life feels like though. It's not all the time, and I don't believe it'll feel this complicated forever. It is hard, but I know it'll be rewarding. 

I did take that walk! It was last night instead of Sunday night but still nice. I'm excited to blog about it : ) See ya then! 

Sunday, May 4, 2014

My Husband's a Superhero

Hey everyone! I hated leaving my blog to get dusty and lacking updates. As suspected, working Dunkin Donuts was extremely tiring and took up all my blogging energy. That won't be a problem anymore since I *drum roll*...got full-time with Hobby Lobby! I am officially a crafts department head along with the beautiful, sweet Miss Jann.

At first I wasn't sure if I wanted crafts because I always saw people, who were moved to crafts, have a hard time especially with ordering. Also, the truck days seemed overwhelming in the craft department. This week will be my third week working in crafts, and neither one of those problems have been horrible. I love ordering my half of the book, and truck days are fun because everyone works together determined to get things done but still laughing/talking the entire time.

It's still tons of work, and this Sunday is very much needed. I'm actually pretty sick, and I started feeling it yesterday morning. It wasn't too bad then, but the runny nose and constant sore throat were relentless when I attempted sleep last night.

Many thanks to my super-sweet husband (yes, he deserves to lose the just "dude" title) because he has just been awesome taking care of me. I woke up to see him already up, taking care of the dog, gone grocery shopping, with plans to make breakfast and then homemade chicken soup for dinner. He also forced me to take medicine that would make me sleep most of the day, which I wasn't too thrilled about. It was such a beautiful day that I didn't want to spend it in bed, but I do feel slightly better.

I just feel very thankful that I got to experience all this on a relaxing, beautiful day of rest.

Now, I'm sipping lemon water listening to Demi Lovato and writing to you ^_^. I might make the suggestion to go on a walk before it gets dark. Wouldn't that be a fun blog to write about and share pictures? We went on a walk to the wetlands boardwalk near downtown not too long ago, and it was so neat. We saw this small thing swimming incredibly fast in the water, and when we were able to catch up with it saw that it was a vole! I already have several future blogs thought up so get excited!

Let me know how you guys are doing! Thanks : )








Saturday, March 15, 2014

Get To Know Me Tag!

Hey, everybody! I decided to do this tag because it just looked like fun, and I wanted to post something today. I hope you enjoy learning a bit about me! I also tag YOU because I look forward to learning more about each and every one of you. 

What is your name?
Reggie Mary. For more random facts, my name was chosen because it was easy to pronounce for my parents as well as I was named after my mom, Regina. My parents just liked the name Mary, but my aunt and mamaw both say that they pushed for it to Marie because it was the name of both my great grandmothers on my dad's side. 

When were you born?

January 20th, 1994 

What is your hometown?

Jefferson City, TN. 

Where have you worked?

Little Caesars, Hobby Lobby, and Dunkin Donuts! 

Hair length, hair color, eye color?

I've never actually measured my hair, so we'll settle for medium length. My hair color is brown. My eyes are brown, but my dad likes to call them "root beer" colored. 

What is your best feature?

I had to ask Dude about this one, and he said I open and kind to everyone. 

What is your ethnicity?

Native American, German, and French. 

How tall are you?

5' 3''. That what I always say at least. 
 
Braces? Piercings? Tattoos?

Never had braces. I have two ear piercings both in my lobes. 
I sort of want a nose piercing, but I think I'm too chicken. 

Do you play any instruments?

I learned how to play French horn my freshman year. Freshman year we had spring competition in Washington, DC. In two songs, the French horns, which consisted of my friend and me, had solos. This was terrifying! I remember messing up really badly by starting my first note an octave too low, but one of the judges actually came on our bus after the competition and complimented the French horns saying they were the best he had ever heard. I played on more concert season after that but couldn't make it to another competition. 

What did you want to be when you grew up?

I wanted to be a vet pretty much all through school. At some point, I wanted to be an author as well. Of course, this changed when I actually went to college and worked towards an ASL interpretation career. I also considered linguistics because I did so well in my high school German class. 
 
Least / most favorite subject in school?

I wasn't a big fan of pre-cal or any math class. I loved my AP English class and band. 

Do you have any pets?

If you've read my previous blogs, you know the answer to this already. If not, I have three pets currently.

Have you been out of the country before?

Nope. I would love to visit many, many, many places. 

Favorite movies?

Eat Pray Love. 
Princess Bride. 
Beauty and the Beast. 
James and the Giant Peach.
Horton Hears a Who.
TMNT: The Secret of the Ooze. 
Thor. 
Pride and Prejudice. 
The Help

Favorite TV shows?
"Too Cute"
"Adventure Time" 
"Yu Yu Hakusho" was a favorite for a long time. 
"Grey's Anatomy"
"Top Gear" 

Favorite book?

Wuthering Heights 
Twilight
Artichoke's Heart
Elizabeth Gail Series
Shiver Trilogy 
Eragon
The Great Gatsby
Tess of the D'ubervilles 
Captivating 
The Whisperer 
There's probably more to list, but I'll stop here. 

Favorite color?
Blue. 

Favorite animal?

I can't choose just one!!

Guinea pigs. 
Foxes. 
Octopus. 
Owls. 
Snails.
Hedgehogs.
Hyenas. 
Giraffes.

Favorite perfume?
Sweet Pea. 

Favorite drink?

Coca-cola, sadly. 

Favorite holiday?

I love all holidays, but I think I really enjoy Easter. I love the time of year, the bright colors, the fun memories I have, and the beauty of what it represents. 

Favorite store?

Rue21. This is my go-to store. I can always find something here. 

Favorite restaurant?

El Sazon's back home, of course. Copeland's in Arkansas. 

Favorite place to go?

The mall...and to bed. 

Favorite song?

"Never Gonna Steal my Joy" by Mandisa. 

Mac or PC?

PC.

Facebook or Twitter?

Neither. So dramatic. 

Star Wars or Star Trek?

Star Wars. I'm biased, though, since my dad loves Star Wars

What kind of phone do you have?

iPhone 5.

How are you currently feeling?
Sleepy.

What are you currently eating?

Nothing. 

What are you currently thinking about?

This survey and church tomorrow. 

What are you currently wearing?

Jeans and a over-sized orange UT t-shirt. 

Single or taken?

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Do you want to have kids?

Yes. Like bad. It's an addiction (and a healthy one at that). 

Do you believe in God?

More now than I ever had before. Praise Him. 

What is your life motto?

"Be kind to one another , tenderhearted, forgiving one another, as God in Christ forgave you." Ephesians 4:32

"A man who is kind benefits himself, but a cruel man hurts himself." Proverbs 11:17

"Put on then, as God's chosen ones, holy and beloved, compassionate hearts, kindness, humility, meekness, and patience." Colossians 3:12. 

In other words, be kind to others. 

What is your favorite thing to do?
Artsy stuff when I can get inspiration. 

What do you think of your husband?

Handsome. Goofy. Sweet. Talkative. Strong. Snuggly. 

Sunday, March 9, 2014

Why hello there, stranger.

Hello everybody! I feel like an update is way overdue. I do apologize because it seems like my days consist of working or sleeping, and that leaves very little time for me to come up with something to blog about these days.

I'm going to start off with some sad news. Last Tuesday my guinea pig, Clary Sage, died. It took me completely by surprise, and I just wasn't quite ready for it. It was also one of those moments where I instantly knew what had happened, yet I didn't quite believe it at first.

To explain better of what I mean here's a list of things that stood out to me.

1. My guinea pigs never share the igloo. One takes it over and shoos the other off. When I went to check on them, they both were occupying the igloo.

2. Only Apple Mint responded to the crinkling of the food bag. She started oinking and ventured out of the igloo while Sage clearly did nothing.

3. She didn't respond when I called her name.

It was at this point that I knew, but I still had to lift up the igloo to see for myself before I could accept it. I was actually really scared that it'd look like how my first guinea pig died, which was Basil lying on her side all sprawled out and scary looking. Fortunately, Sage was curled up and very relaxed looking.

Despite this positive outcome, I burst into a tears.

At the same time, I felt like God was answering a need. It was really hard keeping enough food for both guinea pigs, and it was hard trying to maintain care for them both after a 14 hour day at work. I knew before this happened that things would be so easy if the guinea pigs weren't in the picture, and now I'm minus one.

Overall, it was just such a bittersweet moment with the relief mixed in with much sorrow. Clary Sage was my favorite, and she was the sweetest little girl as far as guinea pigs go.

There was a void I felt for a few days like something just wasn't right. I asked Dude if he felt the same thing, and he had no idea what I was talking about. Sage wasn't just a pet. She was family, and the lack of her presence was unsettling. I'm okay now, but it's still sad to think about.

Thank you, Jodi, for commenting on the previous blog and checking up on me.

Other than losing Sage and working, I haven't really done much else...Cleaning! I have done a lot of cleaning.

I am looking forward to decorating the living room now that we've officially decided to stay another year in our apartment. I'm actually beginning to like this little home of ours in its entirety. I'm even starting to like my kitchen, and instead of thinking it has "small" or "cramped" I'm using words like "cozy" and "quaint". This is good news!

My initial feelings towards a lot of things have been changing to more positive outlooks, and I believe that God is changing something in my heart. I can't quite explain it all, but I feel that I'm understanding the word "humble" better. Not only am I understanding but also loving/embracing the concept of living humbly. Also just being happy! My goodness is it a challenge to just be happy camper.

I would've never thought of myself as unhappy before, but I notice such a different in myself now. It's fascinating. If anymore light is shed on this matter, I'll be sure to share it with all of you.

Well, I appreciate all the comments and the support shown for me and this blog. Hopefully, I can update more often as well as finding inspiration for writing. Thank you and God bless.


Wednesday, February 5, 2014

Meet the Family!

Hi again! As promised, I am doing a post about my darlings! I already know that I'm going to have way too much fun with this. I'm going to start with the pets I've had the longest and end with the newest family member.

Meet Clary Sage! 


I met Clary Sage at the Jefferson County Humane Society the spring of my junior year. I was volunteering at the animal shelter with my best friend, so I was used to meeting little, fuzzy babies. Of course, being a guinea pig she stole my heart along with her cage mate, Cinnamon.

Their names were originally Jupiter and Lulu, and their owner gave them up because she claimed to be allergic. That may be true, but Cinnamon was already a year and Clary Sage a few months old. To me that seems like a long time to have animals that you're allergic to, but everyone has their reasons. I'm no animal rights judge. 

As you can see in the picture, Clary Sage is all black and she has tuffs of hair that look like mow hawks all over her body called rosettes. She's considered to be an Abyssinian/Abyssinian satin. Cinnamon was a smooth, long hair with a mixture of white, brindle brown, and a lighter orange-brown.  He was considered an American/American satin breed. 

When I first brought them home, I was only supposed to be only fostering them until I found them permanent homes. Eventually, both my parents would visit them, pet them, and found themselves loving them as much as I did. Soon they told me I could keep them both. I was so happy!

If you haven't already figured out, Cinnamon was a boy and Clary Sage is a girl. For obvious reasons, I had to keep them separated. My dad had built this wooden crate some time before this, so I took it and took a piece of an old cage and drilled it in the middle of the crate. This way they were separated, but could still visit each other. Some time passed, and we all began to notice Sage's belly getting much rounder.

Yeah, she was pregnant. I was so excited for actual babies, but I knew I couldn't keep them all. I also had no idea how many pups she'd have. How would I find a home for 6 or even 12 pups? A guinea pig's gestation period is two months. I waited quite impatiently, but during this time I had put Cinnamon and Clary Sage in their own cages. Clary Sage stayed with me in my room, so I could keep an eye on her. 

Guinea pigs can have complications when giving birth, so I just wanted to make sure she and her babies were safe. I didn't need to worry though because I woke up one morning for school, peeked in her cage, and found three fuzzy babies! 

Pups are born with their eyes open, teeth grown, ready to eat solid food, and legs working almost instantly. They're really just miniature guinea pigs. Two of them were a brindle brown color that they got from their dad, and the third was a calico. All of them had the rosettes like Clary Sage. I named the twins Ginger and Oregano, and the calico was named Cilantro. 

By the way, the spice names started after my first guinea pig, Basil. It just seemed too cute of an idea to pass up. 

When the babies were old enough, I hurried to find them homes. Unfortunately, I was only able to find a home for Cilantro. Ginger and Oregano had to go the local pet store. Normally, I wouldn't support doing this, but the pet store was in high demand of guinea pigs. When I talked to the manager, he informed me that all the guinea pigs he currently had were all sold and just awaiting for their new owners to pick them up. 

When I went to drop them off, I noticed that all the other guinea pigs were kinda plain and some even ugly. My babies were gorgeous, and the manager as well as his associate agreed. I knew they'd find homes instantly. I refused to take money, so he offered to give me guinea pig feed for payment. He ended up giving me more because of how pretty and healthy my babies were. 

During all this, I also noticed something wrong with my sweet Cinnamon (he was the only guinea pig I've met that would lick you). He constantly bit at his back causing bleeding and scabs. He also kept having seizures, which were so scary. I took him to the vet to find out that he had a severe case of mites. After two or three visits, some medicine, and much money spent he became a healthy guinea pig again.

Sadly, Cinnamon did pass away a few months later. He was really young since guinea pigs have a life span a minimum of  4 years. 

That was Clary Sage's back story. She's so sweet and loves getting her chin rubbed. She's also very curious. When I first met her, I left my hand in the cage and looked away for a quick moment. Then I felt a tug on my fingernail, and it was her just checking me out, ha. I love her so much! 

Meet her sister, Apple Mint! 


After Cinnamon died and the babies were gone, I felt bad for Clary Sage. Guinea pigs are very social and normally live in big groups. 

The animal shelter didn't have any guinea pigs, so I went back to the local pet store to pick out a sister for Clary Sage. I found this little cutie, who is also an Abyssinian/Abyssinian satin. When I first sat her next to Sage, I was shocked about how small she really was. I was almost afraid Sage would hurt her, but like the sweetie she is Sage was gentle and welcoming. 

Apple Mint is my feisty baby. If I take her out, she wants to run and explore. If I pet the top of her head, she shoves me off. She does love a good cuddle every once in a while though. 

Okay, here is my warning for buying from pet stores; if you get a female, she will be pregnant. 

Yes, Apple Mint was pregnant. At such a young age for a guinea pig too! I separated Sage and Apple Mint when I was expecting her to pop, so that Apple Mint wouldn't have to be anxious about having another bigger guinea pig around. 

My best friend had spent the night with me, but she had to get up early for work the next morning. When she got up, she looked in the cage and yelled, "Reggie, babies"! I got right up, and there were four absolutely adorable babies. 

One had mainly a dark orange with some white here and there and what looked like black eyebrows. Her fur had rosettes, and her nose was pink. I named her Pumpkin Spice since it was November when she and her siblings were born. 

Another girl was completely white aside from a marking on the top of her head. She also had rosettes and a pink nose. Her name was Garlic. 

The last sister had a solid brown face then the rest of her was white with light orange. Once again, we had rosettes but a brown nose. Her name was Peppermint. 

The little boy was white with brindle brown markings. Like all his sisters he had rosettes, and he had a brown nose. His name was Cloves. 

All three sisters went to a lady that my sister worked with. She had three children, and they each got to have a guinea pig. I was so happy with this outcome! 

My little boy was a Christmas gift from Santa for my aunt Leslie's nieces, Abby and Josie. They actually renamed him Chili, which was just perfect. He ended up being a little mean being fond of biting (sometimes even drawing blood), and he was super protective of his food, which I found the same thing with Cinnamon. 

Clary Sage and Apple Mint were reunited and love sleeping, playing with their igloo, and munching on celery together. 

 Now for my favorite Christmas present of 2012. Emi the chiweenie. 


Emi's parents were Precious the black dachshund and Jake the blonde chihuahua, which were my sister's dogs. She had four brothers and sisters. 

Mamaw and Dude worked together to get me this precious puppy around the beginning of December. I was working in the floral department after closing at Hobby Lobby when my co-manager called me to the front. I thought I was in trouble when he told me to go check a register. 

I rounded the counter to see my mamaw and husband crouched down. At first I was really confused until I saw Dude pull a puppy out of his jacket. I was ecstatic. I jumped, screamed, awwed, cried, everything. I snatched up the little puppy, and she seemed almost glad for it. 

I chose the name Emi after one of my favorite writers, Emily Bronte. My family likes to say, "Emi, Emi, Emi," really fast in a high pitched tone. She responds very well to it. 

Her favorite words are treat, outside, and toy. Her least favorite phrase is, "Go to bed". As soon as she hears it she'll roll over on her back and give me the sad eyes. Sad eyes are indeed her specialty. She also loves all animals and barking at all humans/sounds. She lives true to her dachshund nature. 

She loves to kiss, which is my fault. I enable her. When I do Pilates, she likes to be right in my face to lick me the entire time or sit on me when I'm doing something while lying down. 

She does have her annoying tendencies, but Emi is still my baby. 

And our newest member, Fitz!


Isn't he handsome? We adopted Fitz from the Animal Village of Little Rock. He was free due to a special they were having, and he was neutered with all his shots updated. We also discovered he's declawed. We didn't have time for a kitten, so we were so happy that Fitz turned out to be two years old. God truly blessed us with the perfect cat. 

Like Emi, we named Fitz after an author. In this case, we chose F. Scott Fitzgerald. I mean, who doesn't like The Great Gatsby? To me, he's an unique cat that deserved a fitting name. 

He's usually really chill. His favorite places to hang out are underneath living room window, in the hallway, underneath the bed, and wherever I happen to be when I'm home. Actually, it took him no time at all to become attached to us. He's so loving!

It doesn't matter where you decide to pet him. He loves it all. I don't know many cats that like their bellies scratched, but he doesn't mind. If you're not touching him though, he'll tell you. He is very vocal. 

He does play every now and then. I've gotten him to attack yarn, and a few times he was determined to catch my shadow. He's also wrestled with Dude before, which is how we found out he doesn't have claws. 

When it comes to the other pets, Fitz is usually just laid back. He hasn't seemed interested in the guinea pigs at all. In the beginning, he didn't care for Emi either. Now, they have a forever game of tag going on. Fitz will sit on the ottoman, Emi comes up to nose him, he swats her playfully, she noses him again, and they continue with that for a good bit. 

Fitz isn't without quirks though. He loves to open up cabinets. When I first witnessed him skillfully using his paw to open a cabinet, I was appalled. I had never seen a cat do that. He just likes to do a little peek then he's on his way. I think he's checking for mice or monsters to keep us safe. 

He also loves q-tips. I have to put of the q-tip box now or else he'd eat them all. The cute thing about it is that he doesn't just eat them anywhere. He takes them to his food bowl, which is where I always find the remnants. I love that he doesn't leave too many messes for me. I told my friend not too long ago that he's a q-tip thief gentleman.

Overall, Fitz is just a great addition to our awesome family. 

There you have it! All my babies : ) I hope you enjoyed reading about them. Do you have any babies of your own? Let's hear about them! 

Monday, February 3, 2014

A Little Shame at Dunkin Donuts

Hey, everyone! As most of you already know, today was my first day at Dunkin Donuts! It went well, I think. Like any other first day it was a little awkward meeting coworkers because I always feel like they're thinking, "Oh great..the new girl", or ,"Ah...fresh meat". Still, everyone I met was nice and willing to work with me. For the majority of the morning, I watched training videos. The training program was rather cute and interactive. There were videos, games, and quizzes. It does sound cheesy, but I guess it did help a lot.

The last thirty minutes of my shifts, which was only three hours, consisted of me doing coffee. Dun dun duuun. Knowing how to do coffee correctly is critical apparently. I was a little overwhelmed when watching the videos on how to mark the coffee cups and prepare the drinks, so when I actually had to do it I was shaking. I think I did well though!

I did have to make an pumpkin iced coffee, and when I went to squirt the flavoring into the cup the first huge squirt completely missed the cup and landed on the bottom of my apron and pants. The manager just looked at me like she didn't even know what to say, and I was so embarrassed. I mean really? I thought I was going to make it out of there with clean pants, so I wouldn't have to wash them and risk messing up the hem tape Dude had to put in!

Other than that mishap everything else went smoothly. I quickly saw when the busiest and slower hours were. Next shift I'll actually be helping with making coffee the whole time. I'd rather do that than watch more training videos, which I have tons more to go through.

When I got home, I actually was productive. I talked to Mamaw a bit, which was nice. We talked about so much that I'm not sure what we even talked about anymore, ha. She's so cute too. After that I cleaned one of the bathrooms because the cat just loves to throw his litter all over the place. At least he's fond of his litter box though, right? THEN I took a nap that was supposed to be only thirty minutes long but ended up being two hours long. I don't think it'll interfere with sleeping tonight especially since I did some Pilates not too long ago.

Now, all I have to do is wait for Dude to come home and eat dinner. We're having this huge mushrooms that are stuffed with sauce (I think?), cheese, and olives. They were premade at Krogers, and Dude just thought they were the tastiest looking things ever. Tonight will be nice.

That's all I have for now. Stay tuned for next time because I decided to do an in depth description of all my animals and their unique personalities. Thanks for reading!